Dear readers,

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nothing much about me these days.. just.. spending too much time at home and not being happy bout "you are not allowed to go anywhere to avoid from H1n1" from dad.. and etc etc..
So, guess who made my day??.. haha.. my new old friend Clayton.. we were from the same primary school and that's when he always bully me.. He doesnt allow me to go out doesnt mean i cant have friends coming rite? HAHA!

oh, oh, and i found out that Vern Sern, Khai Hern, Dan, Bev, Le Anne & Ying stays at the same place.. i shall plan to overnight one of their house there and come out during mid night... haha

thats aLL..
with Love..
P.S. Andrew's singing in North d... LoL

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yeah.. this picture proves that i had been spending most of my hours on the phone. it doesnt matter with who... i just think that i dont find any love at home. is it me asking too much or you cant give any?? yes, its hard to admit that I do love my home because i sometimes doubt. i wanted to do my Addmaths and maths h/w yesterday but failed when i receive a text from dad. no, he's not home. for already a couple of days.. it was rather hurtful or to say, hatred. i sometimes dont know to love or to hate where i belong. spent few minutes on the phone with Dan spilling out whatever. it was a relieve to hear him even most of the time he's speechless. he doesnt even know how to help the situation at times. well, it was just a moment of sharing. cause, yeah.. he's a very busy boy since i know him. trying so hard to be the chosen one for floorball and never quits practices for atletics.. oh well, "i just want a happy family. Oh well" was the last text i sent to Dad. i didnt wanna say much as mum's home and if she finds out..... ......
skipped school today.... Leg had muscleaches, i wonder why??
i think i just have to work harder and stop thinking too much. cant see myself failing my test. 46 for History was expected but 60 for English?? Rammya asked if I answered it in BM. was suppose to be an insult. =.= i think i relaxed too much. everything's just in a mess... but one thing i would like to thank for are my friends who never fail to pick up the phone when i call even when they are super busy. I love you guys & girls. =)

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Anyways, crap crap crap.. Dad said H1N1 is now spreaded to high school students d... to add on to that, he said " that is y from now onwards, u r not allowed to go to places with alot of ppl.. e.g gurney.." Gah!!stupid! and in school, we were wondering... did the cheer ppl brought back H1N1?? uh-oh... i hugged Callyn this morning.. which means... And Drea's like super sick at home.. aih.. will try to call her up later.. Oh NO!! i dont mind if school shuts down.. but what i mind most is shopping mall!!! =(

P.S To all band members, good luck for lawn ball!! few more days to go..

gtg study... heard new girl is coming in my class, according to my classmates "nanti prestasi MariL tergugat.. " LoL

xoxo

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stretch out.. breathe... 1..2..3..*pheet pheet* .. cross-country was fun.. even it hurts so bad now.. honestly, i dont do much work out on my own.. which caused leg muscles cramp and all whatever nonsense that i do-not-wanna mention about.. anyways, nah.. i didn't make it to Top15.. pfft.. I ain't that fit.. Hehh.. grab ourselves food & of course, cut lines to get the awesome Vico! =D watch some performances especially when my dear girl Zuhad and friends who perform.. You belong with me.. =)
i think i'll create a youtube account and post it up k? be patient, i have alot of videos to post up actually..

and few shots...
well, who ask him to sit in the mid of the floor?? he caught the camera's attn... LoL..

then, youth as usual... Ps Victor shared bout "Life without substance.."

then... hahah!!! we went McD for supper with Jesher!!.. Oh yes, lesson learnt,

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Woke up and find myself on the floor.. Pfft.. the usual me.. Checked my phone for texts.. Ah well.. Stood up and get going to school.. Pretty tired these days.. Don't ask why. Met Ying and we sat down in canteen talking bout her problems... She said I'm always too smart to always knows what coming next and what's she's thinking. I sometimes feel that too.. *Perasan* Talked all the way to class and then i felt lost as i missed alot of homework. Bad news is that i had alot to catch up after all the recorder pratise we had. Well, not really actually.. more of like playing games and discussing bout FAME UP! Good news is i got 1st place in class.. All of my friends were like "ah,.. MariL in last class.. expected!" but as for me... I know i wont be able to get that if i didnt start reading early. Running around catching teachers for Bern's marks while she's away for band is now her job... hah! she had to teach me whatever i missed in class.. Then we were so into maths that we forgot we were already late for Add-maths.. Ran all the way to Library under the rain.. Had accounts with our crazy teacher then back home..

Talk about friends.. As for me, Friends=Love. except for a few that... that is just annoying and fake.. She! Her! That Girl!! drives me nuts! She said she hate this girl for being a bitch to her and all but according to my friends.. they are super close in class for all you know. 2-faced isnt it? and damn! she=PMS! k k... i can just stop babbling bout her. just a waste of time.. As what i would say...

and.. my dear girl is back in school even she still cant write with her hands... i'm happy to see her in school again! Cant wait for Cross-country tomoro! prays that it wont rain!

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