yeah.. this picture proves that i had been spending most of my hours on the phone. it doesnt matter with who... i just think that i dont find any love at home. is it me asking too much or you cant give any?? yes, its hard to admit that I do love my home because i sometimes doubt. i wanted to do my Addmaths and maths h/w yesterday but failed when i receive a text from dad. no, he's not home. for already a couple of days.. it was rather hurtful or to say, hatred. i sometimes dont know to love or to hate where i belong. spent few minutes on the phone with Dan spilling out whatever. it was a relieve to hear him even most of the time he's speechless. he doesnt even know how to help the situation at times. well, it was just a moment of sharing. cause, yeah.. he's a very busy boy since i know him. trying so hard to be the chosen one for floorball and never quits practices for atletics.. oh well, "i just want a happy family. Oh well" was the last text i sent to Dad. i didnt wanna say much as mum's home and if she finds out..... ......
skipped school today.... Leg had muscleaches, i wonder why??
i think i just have to work harder and stop thinking too much. cant see myself failing my test. 46 for History was expected but 60 for English?? Rammya asked if I answered it in BM. was suppose to be an insult. =.= i think i relaxed too much. everything's just in a mess... but one thing i would like to thank for are my friends who never fail to pick up the phone when i call even when they are super busy. I love you guys & girls. =)

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