Confused
Saturday, June 07, 2008 @ 13:57
love is always the subject everyone talks about everywhere.. missing love might cause ppl to be lost in their imagination world or something but the thing is.. LOVE is sick.. it's the thing that makes yur world go round and round and round.. fine.. maybe it's my mistake to not accept u in the first place... but u should know that taking care of yur health is the most important thing.. u see.. i'm really sorry but.. that's the only thing i can say.. n the only thing i can do is to wait.. and i hope it's not too late to apologise.. i know it's hurtful for u . but i cant help it either. i'm so sorry.most of the thing... i appreciate u very much.. for yur presence when i'm down.. cheering me up.. and your shoulder to cry on.. i really dunno wat the heck we r doin now but.. i'm very sure that God will arrange the next step for us n well... still waiting.. waiting is not the problem... but seeing me waiting while hurting the 2 others ? its sick!! .. i know i'm pretty useless to not know how to tell them . but the reason behind is.. i had felt rejection b4 and trust me. it's not nice at all.. it'll just cracked yur freaking heart and it's worst when noone could help to fix it back for u.. i had already spend so much time cracking my head of thinking wat should i do next but seriously.. it's making things worst.. i'm really confused and dont know wat to do..seeing u hurting yurself and feel rejected is the worst thing of all.. cuz when i see u down, u make my day down too.. i love u so much and it's hurting me deeper.. and when u say "yeah,like how u rejected me lah" u dun realise how sharp the sentence was. it just strikes and tears just came rolling down.. i know u will always b by my side. but.. i really dun have the courage to tell u everything.. i dunno wat the heck is wrong with me but.. i'll just shut the hell up and yeah.. SHUT UP! love.ConfuseD